Depressed has found a new home!

Y on earth iz tis happening again??it even beats the sequel final destination,....death never leaves u..so does failure..problems..misunderstanding..and all those dumb feelings that is capable of breaking heart and make tears pour like rain..makes heart shatter and visuality at mere a metre..stomach twirling and pressing..and the heart continues to beat at the rate of 1000 times its usual..Why?why? so many whys? but i fail to get the answer...i felt damn deppressed so many times before this and it has been resolved..im hundred percent sure..tis can be resolved too..(or can it be?)but how until then??how to deal with this feeling inside me shouting "are you a man?"wer is ur stand and wer is ur ego?dun u hv ny??"