raining...now and ever

*conscience*
navin..ive gt nothing much to say to u..u hv gone tru hell b4..
why ru doin dis to urself?

*back to normal*
F*** describe wat i feel nw..ive gt a test in less den 2hours and ive gt other things to worry...i tell...f..f..f..f.f.f.f.f.f..f.f..f.f.f.f.f..f.f...im reli damn pissed at myself and everything..sumtimes mayb i jz got to accept my fate..life neva stays beautiful and it wil neva be less painfull too...no matter how hard i try..it always send the wrong msg out..im jz another guy in dis world ya?mayb im nt even another guy...im jz dat one wrong useless guy!!mayb im jz not being honest wif myself..wat am i lookin for..do i hv the courage to get tru dis..can i hold on tru dis test of time and the insults thrown at me..will i overcame evrything,incase it ends soon..i cant find answers or mayb im jz avoidin the answers..sum friends hv been more troubling den helping me...maybe itz true..one mans justice itz another's injustice..life had seem to be a bed of roses..but little did i expect thorns wif it..i can only say bring it all on..letz jz see how long my dignity gets hurt in dis journey of mine..when will things favour me??maybe dats too much to ask..but i dun wan to be hurt and hurt others all the time..Itz jz sux being me!
Im sorry!