Friday, August 25

raining...now and ever

*conscience*
navin..ive gt nothing much to say to u..u hv gone tru hell b4..
why ru doin dis to urself?

*back to normal*
F*** describe wat i feel nw..ive gt a test in less den 2hours and ive gt other things to worry...i tell...f..f..f..f.f.f.f.f.f..f.f..f.f.f.f.f..f.f...im reli damn pissed at myself and everything..sumtimes mayb i jz got to accept my fate..life neva stays beautiful and it wil neva be less painfull too...no matter how hard i try..it always send the wrong msg out..im jz another guy in dis world ya?mayb im nt even another guy...im jz dat one wrong useless guy!!mayb im jz not being honest wif myself..wat am i lookin for..do i hv the courage to get tru dis..can i hold on tru dis test of time and the insults thrown at me..will i overcame evrything,incase it ends soon..i cant find answers or mayb im jz avoidin the answers..sum friends hv been more troubling den helping me...maybe itz true..one mans justice itz another's injustice..life had seem to be a bed of roses..but little did i expect thorns wif it..i can only say bring it all on..letz jz see how long my dignity gets hurt in dis journey of mine..when will things favour me??maybe dats too much to ask..but i dun wan to be hurt and hurt others all the time..Itz jz sux being me!
Im sorry!

4 Comments:

Blogger minxie said...

hey you asked me to talk to you but you never talk to me also.. apenie?! dont beat yourself up junior! talk to someone, anyone!! *hugs*

3:33 PM, August 27, 2006

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

no worries senior..itz juz...
hahha...those few times in life wer u jz get so fed up wif everything..so howya?

12:53 PM, September 18, 2006

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

dearrrrrrrr, haiyo. looks like u are in a worse situation than i am = (
dont lah like that. we all love you you know. you light up everyone with your nonsense. people feel happy to be around you okay. stay cheerful. another year will soon pass. meet up soon !!

love, szetoo

2:01 PM, September 19, 2006

 
Blogger Dr. Zue said...

oooh. i finally checked your blog and i saw this comment...anything serious? I hope not. may be 2 late by now, but i know u r a wondeful person. But the world and its inhabitants can be abominable sometimes. And dat's SOMETIMES. life goes on, and please understand that I always like your zest, talent, and commitment. Stay the same, and better, later.

thots, Pn Zue

11:34 AM, August 26, 2008

 

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